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Saturday, August 06, 2005

bad weather, bad everything


mood :: nasayangan
sounds :: stonefree - sayang (haha.. bagay sa mood)
random thought :: rainy days generate a plethora of emotions from people

it's exactly 6.00am (of course not after i finish my ranting). i've eaten breakfast and i've prepared the things i would need for today's eco-trek. i was supposed to leave for town already (i'll meet up with kimi and maita at starbucks then we'd go directly to dlsu for the others). tapos nagtext si brenda. cancelled daw due to bad weather. sucky. i thought this would be the one good thing that would happen before this week comes to a disappointing close (you can say i was really psyched, yeah). i thought wrong. well, it's okay i guess. the storm's roaring outside. like what brenda said, "it's not worth taking the risk eh.. baka magkasakit pa tayo" with the latent implication na malapit na ang finals week.

finals week (haha segue). it's weird. i don't feel pressure at all. i have finals for 2 of my 4 subjects. i should be pressured. but for now, maspressing issue pa rin yung 'litera' incident. you know me. i brood over a lot of things, even the simplest and senseless ones (like my second time to ride a cab alone [the first was when i had to go to rush to makati med from dlsu.. my mom was confined].. it was from casimiro (from dlsu, i decided it would be easier to get a taxi there) to palms for a debut cotillion practice.. i paid 100 bucks because the cab driver didn't know the directions to the country club.. when i finally arrived at the ballroom all i could mutter were the words 'one hundred bucks' to shey and olive.. this went on for the whole night.. yeah, i ponder aimlessly i know.. hey mai, remember nung weekend ng freshmen elections samin when i couldn't stop talking about this comment someone made? i hardly understood the movie we were watching then.. well, like there was anything to understand haha it wasn't really a 'two thumbs up' type of film.. "twisted" ba yung title nun?). as usual, yung litera thing na naman yung bukang-bibig ko kagabi sa mga SCAns. but at least nabawasan yung pag-iisip ko, lalo na when we were talking about the 'fun stuff' (*ahem* embarassing experiences *ahem*) and retro tv shows (annaluna, cedie, remi, ang munting pangarap ni romeo, georgie at marami pang iba). besides the fact na kumain na naman ako ng big mac meal (2/3 addictions for this week. had cello's donuts. had my big mac meal. starbucks white mocha frap na lang!), sumakit yung tiyan ko sa kakatawa... nabulabog ka ata lahat ng kumakain sa mcdo. pero panalo parin yung most embarassing experience ko... wala talagang tatalo dun haha. :)

looks like i'm free today. i could go to the Teamcomm ABS-CBN studio tour but i didn't reserve a slot for myself kasi nga i was already supposedly going to the BMS eco-trek. pwede rin akong sumunod doon sa SCA KDIC visit kaso di ako nakabigay ng waiver form (actually nagbigay ako pero that's an entirely different story.. boom at arcie, lagot!). then there's kimi's party tonight kaso i might have to go somewhere else. so ayun. for the rest of the day, i don't have a commitment. i could opt to be a bum (kaka-ym lang namin ni francis and he said he was a bum.. nakakainggit). pwede rin akong magyaya sa town (ano leng, game?) or sa glorietta (ano mark, game?). or i could sleep all day (hah jason mraz), something i haven't been able to do since who knows when. bahala na.

i still couldn't stop thinking about my litera dilemma. desperate measures: i'd ask for extra work.. ako na rin magpropropose kung ano yun.. i'll write my own short story.. even a novel (hey i've done it before.. palagi nga lang unfinished).. just to get that grade.. desperado na kung desperado but i can't jeopardize my chances of getting a decent GPA because of this. God, i really pray that i come out of this unscathed... sana malampasan ko na 'to. naalala ko tuloy yung reading from this week's prayer meeting. the last line really struck me. it was something about believing in the power of prayers. having faith. i do hope everything will turn out the way God wills it to.

i finished at exactly 6.54am. nice one.

ps: (sorry kung luma na yung mga video na 'to.. medyo wala narin kasi akong panahon manood ng tv eh.. ngayong umaga lang uli haha) i just saw mojofly's 'sa uulitin'. nakakatuwa. 80s babies. tsaka may video narin pala yung 'sayang' ng stonefree. i really like that song from their latest album [well, technically they've had 3 albums narin if you count in the 'single' soundtrack and their indie release]. nakakapanibago. parang kailan lang when i was listening to the demo cd of their first rough mix c/o kuya... nung wala pa sa timing yung gitara sa 'listen' (diba ayan? haha). sana sumunod na wickermoss! :)

ct scan :: 6:56 AM

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